salam. hampir sebulan. semua generasi HjMurad masih mengharapkan mak will be strong enuff utk lawan sakit mak. and alhamdulillah, mak has been discharged last week. hampir 2minggu lepas, keadaan mak quite teruk, n kak did asked everybody utk balik tgk mak, since keadaan mak yg xbole diduga. there was an infection kat paru2, n jantung mak tiba2 lemah, sumanya all of a sudden. time tu xtau apa nak ckp, apa pun yg berlaku, kalau sudah masanya, org redho.dgn jarak yg jauh utk balik ke kedah, sumanya kelamkabut. arrived there at noon, almost everybody ada kat sisi mak, cucu2 mak ada yg dah smpai from kl, bacakan yaasin utk mak. lagi la sedih. mak xbecakap, mak xbukak mata pn, tp mak respon bila org pnggil mak. n alhamdulillah, berkat yaasin dan doa anak2 cucu dan semua sedara mara, petang tu n hari esok2nya mak semakin sihat. org jaga mak siang malam kat hospital, teman mak berbual, uruskan mak dan lain2, n org sgt2 rasa berbaloi bila org dpt tgk mak sihat dan segar as usual, except for the stroke part.
org jaga mak sama mcm mak sblm ni, as if mak xdak masalah stroke segala. sampaila mak bole discharged n now mak diuruskan oleh anak2 mak yg lain, n we 9 of us take our turns.

my turns will be on this weekend. n mak tau x, org dah 2kali mimpi dalam 2 malam beturut2 yang mak dah bole bejalan n becakap n act as usual!! how happy i am kalo mak btul2 dah sihat mcm tu. sepanjang mnggu ni asyik teringat2 ja mak, n tadi called kak n dpt ckp dgn mak. mcm nk menitik ayaqmata bila dpt ckp dgn mak, n dpt tau dpd kak yg mak dok sebut2 nama kiroh tiap2 hari sepanjang mnggu ni. ptt la org asyik tringat kat mak. mak mesti tringin makan mcm2 kan, td mak sebut mak dah mkn koeyteow th'ng kampung berjaya *walopn org tau mak hanya bole minum susu ja selagi keadaan mak mcm ni*. macamana la org xsebak everytime tgk mak?

kak told me, mak ada tanya kak napa kiroh asyik qeyau2 ja bila tgk mak, mak kata xpayah qeyau2 sbb mak ok ja, mak bkn nak pi mana pn, mak xdak apa2. tp mak xtau, bila org tgk mak dh xmcm sblm ni, org jd sedih. mak lain.

but anyway, org sangat2 berharap mak will be strong throughout this test. ujian dpd Allah. utk mak, n utk the whole family. n believe us, 9 of us will always be there for mak, n care for u.

get well soon. love mak.