Bengkak Susu - for ibu-ibu muda only.

Iskkk.. seriaunya la haiii dgn isu ni. i've just heard psl kes ni recently kat opis. 1 of my kliks yg baru lps bepantang kena bengkak susu ni masa dlm pantang. i mean bengkak susu is normally happens kat ibu2 yg br lepas melahirkan kan, tp ini bengkak susu n the susu got stucked inside the boobs. aiyaiyaii, n the stucked susu dh jd nanah inside. -_-

bole imagine? i couldnt imagine that. the case is, my klik ni lahirkan baby bukan xcukup bulan tp dia lahir ngam ngammmm 9bulan, so the baby was sooo sooo small. kena letakkan dlm incubator for some times smpai baby gained weight yg normal utk keep survive. so bila dh dlm incubator, the ibu have to pam susu n bekalkan utk baby la everyday. her susu mmg banyak, n penah at 1 times tu katanya kat fridge nursery tu mmg susu dia ja la yg plg byk kat situ. such an achievement la kan n rezki baby dpt grew up dgn susu ibu yg mmg 1001 khasiat tu. alhamdulillah.

but, the problem is when, ibu tu pam susu 1 day n susu xbyk keluar utk hari tu. n bila nak bg baby hisap kat bdn, the baby refused la sbb dia dh biasa minum dgn botol or sudu masa dlm incubator dl. so bila pam n susu xkluar byk sgt, the ibu thought that susu dia makin kering la. maka dia pun bg la susu formula kat baby sbb ye lah kan buat pe nak dipaksa kalau susu dah kering, better go for the formula la. tp the ibu didnt realize yg susu dia keep on produce everyday inside. sampai la dia jd bengkak susu yg quite bad la.

to cut the story short, naik je keja lps cuti besalin 3 bulan, she went for a checkup n doc said bengkak susu tu sbenarnya dh jd nanah inside. auchhhhh.. kena sedut pakai picagari thingy tu right away jugak utk keluarkan nanah. n doc said, kalau dlm tempoh terdekat nanah tu still ada the ibu have to undergo an operation. dan mmg pun dia kena operate xlama lps tu sbb nanah tu xabis lg kat dlm boobs.

yg operate ni la yg paling seriau. tau x, dia kena belah kat bhgn pangkal boobs tu utk doctor keluarkan nanah n cuci. cuci tu setiap hari ok? nangisssss. n the belah part xbole dijahit sbb takut nnt kuman nanah tu makin teruk. so until now pn dia kena gi everyday cuci bhgn yg bernanah tu. today dia br start keja balik after mc sebulan. tu pn xsetel lg urusan cuci kat klinik. haih~

kesiannya, sbb dia pn PJJ. the husband keja kat JB. n she's all alone uruskan anak kat rumah sewa. yes dia menyewa sorang2 ye, not like me yg still have 3housemates utk buat peneman. i cant imagine kalau i were in her shoes. insaf kejap.

insaf sbb, there were young mom's yg mmg refused to breastfeed their babies, n they never experienced this kind of problems pn. mcm kwn aku ni, dia mmg passion sgt nk bf baby but ditakdirkan tuhan dia jd problem bengkak susu ni pulak. mmg penting sgt to know how to bf the babies slps melahirkan, xbole pandang remeh isu ni. kena blajar n ajar baby utk latch susu dgn betul supaya no susu stucked inside.

itu ok lg, ada jugak 1 of my kliks kat office ni, yg bf anak smpai 3tahun. n lps 3tahun susu dia still ada but she have to stop bf her anak la sbb dh besar kan. n until anak dia umur darjah 1, ibu tu still ada susu tau tau tau. amazing kan kuasa Tuhan? tp tu la bila ada susu but the susu xdikeluarkan, sama la jdnya bengkak susu la jugak walaupunnn dia dah abt 7-8years melahirkan kot?n bila dh bengkak susu sama la jdnya kena operate jugakkk. aaaa... terus aku plak yg cuak sbb ni br fayyadh setahun 9bulan n i've stop bf, takut plak susu dok ada lg tp aku xkeluarkan. tp tp tp, rasanya mmg susu ni dh kering kot -_-. hopefully xjd la mcm tu kan. terus rasa mcm cpt2 nak go for a 2nd baby.

maka beringatlah, utk young moms tu, bf ur baby. susu tu ada for everyone. n jgn easily give up utk bf baby. n jgn cpt sgt ckp susu xde la baby xnak hisap la apa la.

INSAF ye. tssskkkkk..

Of Career Future

tiba2 terasa mcm nak blog something. terasa mcm nak story pasal perancangan masa depan kerjaya.lols. Penah ke shaakiroh murad rajiin berfikir pasal kerjaya? mcm x je. haha.

sperti yang diketahui, proses pertukaran adalah sgt menyusahkan dan tidak berpotensi lgsg untuk berjaya. maka, i've made a firm decision. I have to apply for naik pangkat instead of apply pertukaran. such wasting time mohon tukar tp ko xde any chances pn utk bejaya. for what kan?

jadinya sistem DH PPPT ni lebih kurang mcm time-based la jugak, ko cukup je 3tahun n above sila lah beramai2 apply naik pangkat which is DH44 la. but of course with some requirements n loadsss of documents.

kalau diikutkan kriteria semua dah penuhi syarat, yang tingga cuma dokumen kecemerlangan. tp yg cuma dokumen kecemerlangan itu lah yang loadssss of docs tu. which is, aku still xpe paper penyelidikan. aku still xde inovasi PdP, aku still xde attend pembentangan penyelidikan. kahkahkah, sempat ke tidok nak apply naik pangkat?

jawapannya, sempat iinsyaallahhhhh Biiznillahhhh, aminnnn.n for the time being pn aku tgh struggle siapkan soal selidik utk paper penyelidikan aku yg pertamaaa di kolej komuniti. bayangkan le seorang yg lemau mcm aku selama 3tahun lebih berkhidmat ni, tetiba nak buat paper. ppls will be like, wei ko buat pe tu? buat paper penyelidikan. wuuu biar betul  ko ni. ye betull tgh buat ni. wuuuu ok2 all the best buat elok2 semoga dpt naik pangkat. supportive sgt everibadi. -_-.

wtv it is, aku mmg try to stay focus n determined utk siapkan suma keperluan kenaikan pangkat ni. aku yakin aku boleh, n aku layak. sbb ada je yg xlengkap mana pn requirements yet still dpt naik pangkat. n dpt gaji baru. wuuuu. i like.

bila lg nak majukan diri sniri kalau bukan kita sniri yang majukan diri kita sniri. oh n i've readt that ada additional bonus marks for master degree holder. weeee. alhamdulillah di situ dpt la extra points. kihkihkih.

semoga Tuhan tetapkan hati aku untuk terus fokus dan fokus utk siapkan all these documents.

aminnnnn....

homeschooling @ Skool of Fayyadh

have been heard of homeschooling these days dan trus rasa like i am responsible to do this to my fayyadh. mcm diseru2 ja perasaan  excited utk mengajar anak sendiri at home tu. i've been read about homeschooling from this blog Adlil Rajiah. kagum gile dgn cara dia ajar babyboy dia all those alphabets, numbers, iqra' n even his boy dh finished Iqra'1 padahal anak dia br 2taun gitu kot -_-. dia ajar anak dia colors, shapes, how to count semua lah.

so daripada situ la semangat tu membuak2 utk buat the same things to fayyadh. lil bit worried sbb knowing fayyadh ni or maybe semua kids pn susah nak fokus certain things sbb peringkat ni kan diorng tgh explore everythings so fasa dia adalah dont-disturb-me-i-want-to-touch-this-n-this-n-blah. fuh. dia main toys pn xlama, skejap ja n he will find any other things around him.

for the beginning part, last saturday we went to IKEA n didnt have any plans to buy anything pun. saja jln2 bg lenguh kaki n all. n IKEA pn aritu mcm xbest sbb diorng tgh renovation kt dlm tu so quite limited la space utk jln dlm tu. went to kids section n saw this Tent, mmg dh lama sgt berkenan Tent ni boleh longgok semua toys dia dlm tu n mgkn fayyadh boleh bertapa di dlm tu so senang skit nak control dia. jadi we bought the tent despite the price mmg reasonable la. gile ko kat tesco dia hentam harga smpai almost 100. hotak dia. pastu jln2 lg n ternampak the 'sangkut2 thingy' tu utk sangkut seluar jeans ke beg ke or tshirt ke like sgt gedik kan kecik2 dh nak ada penyangkut gitu tp we grabbed it jugak -_-. pastu jln2 lg menuju ke cashier n u know kat bhgn bwh/warehouse tu kan bole la cuci2 mata for 1 last time before reach the counter, kat situ la terrrrnampak plak meja study weeee! excited gila n trus grab jugak haha. hrga xsampai 50rm pun. table comes with 2 chairs. hehe. gedik gila kecik2 pn nak meja study.

ok settled kat ikea, we went ke the curve dgn niat nak cari Mr. DIY. sbb apa tau x? sbb i knew from Adlil Rajiah's blog, she bought the educational toys kat situ dgn reasonable price. ada wooden blocks n few things yg menarik.cari pnya cari xde pn kat the curve n i've ven googled where mr. DIY is located. rupanya kat building sbelah je pon kat E@Curve. masuk situ n i've found the Bolt n Nuts punya toys, so kids can learn how to putar2 skru n masukkan skru kat lubang yg betul n things like that la. earlier kat segamat pny mr. DIY i've bought jugak toys utk masukkan shape ikut lubang tu. bit late for fayyadh to learn that tp ok la kan slow2 ajar dia walaupun dia mcm bosan ja main benda tu sbb dia dh abg2 katanya.

tu ja la dulu for the time being yg dah dibeli. masih lg kat stage preparation. sbenarnya nak buat homeschooling ni xpayah nak spend any money pn buying all those things yg aku dah beli tu tp being me, saja2 nak habiskan duit pfftttt. truja bila ada the equipments n semangat lg membara nak homeschool anak. according to Adlil Rajiah, selain guna educational toys yg beli kat mr. DIY tu, bole ja guna like beras kat rumah tu, tupperware utk masukkan brg2 mainan masa belajar nnt, pastu dia guna jugak beads with colors utk anak dia blajar kenal colors n asingkan colors ikut warna memasing. simple je, nak dgn xnak je. siap ada schedule lg utk homeschool anak dia n it wont take a long time pn. ikut budak2 berapa lama dia bole bertahan.

hmmm so itu saja stakat ni. since i have to attend 2-weeks-course at UUM next week, means that homeschool sesh will not start yet la. nnt nak back to normal life br start betul2.

this is the Tent, meja study and sangkut2 thingy tu. tikar ABC mmg dh lama beli pun. abah fayyadh sent us back to segamat n dia la yg tlg pasang all this hehe. we both excited kot utk benda ni.

haha mmg besar jugak Tent n bole muat abah fayyadh, tinggal lg xbole berdiri ja kat dlm tu haha.

n fayyadh's expression when he saw this was like "wuuuu" n mulut itik dia as usual, knowing that dia pn so excited tgk all this things dlm bilik ni. hehe dia xtau lg mcmn nak duduk atas kerusi tp dia tau mcmn nak panjat n berdiri atas kerusi -_-.mmg akan berpotensi utk tertungging la 1 fine day. we just wait ok. lols.

looks like he's enjoying the toys kat play area dia ni. tapi dia masih lg xberani masuk dlm Tent tu. i dont know why -_-. nakmasuk dlm tu pn xberani, apa ke mendaaaa la mat fayyadh niii..

of cucu sedara's.

since the feeling was a bit kacau bilau these days, meh la kita jamu mata tgk budak2 kecik cenonet ni. my cucu-cucu sedara. they are 5 altogether.

Eiman ElHaya

Altamis Kawthar

Awfiyah Khawlah

Anaqi

Zahraa

:)

Keputusan Permohonan Pertukaran PPPT

drumrollssssss*****


PERMOHONAN ANDA TIDAK BERJAYA.



dah agak pun. mmg dah xde perasaan pun nak bukak ESIS n check the result sbb dah tau mmg xkan berjaya.

ada yg dapat, congrats for them. yg belum ada anak pun dpt pindah, rezeki dia.
yg baru ngam2 cukup2 tiga taun perkhidmatan pun dah dpt pindah, rezeki dia.
yg bujang trang tang tang xde apa2 komitmen keluarga pn dpt pindah, rezeki dia jugak.

rezeki aku?

wallahua'lamubissowab.


penat nak jawab bila kliks kat ofis dok tanya dapat ke x dapat ke x, if only the knew my feeling. mmg frust tp xde kuasa utk suma ni.

now proceed for Permohonan Rayuan.

semoga kali ni ada rezeki aku. amin.

shkrhmrd..blogspot.com

halluuuu..

used to be namanyasaya.blogspot.com but now i've changed it as per title of this entry. kihkihkih. saja2 tukar nama, mgkn sbb nama sbelum ni quite poyo isn't it.

oh btw today is Sunnnnnnday and Johor is worrrrking day. Sunday blues? ermmm xbrapa sgt nak blues sbb i've just reached office this afternoon, lolssss. just came back from Melaka at 10am with little-not-so-little Fayyadh, and here i am now in the class supervised the kids.

Its hard to leave Husband this morning when he purposely ask me not to go back to Segamat. since yesternite dia dok try pujuk me not to go back early morning today. supposedly aku akan balik Segamat at the veerrrryyyy early morning utk kejarkan time thumbprint, before 8am. tp bila husband mintak utk not to balik too awal i was like emmm family's first. mati la kalo boss dpt tau :P

since then jugak husband keep on reminding me n fayyadh yg we gonna meet again on Thursday. yippiyayyyy!! and its payday as well! dabel yippiyayyyyy!! gonna go to Jakel utk cari kain baju melayu and gonna send it to the tailor at Klang. hopefully the tailor masih bukak tempahan la. and we're gonna go to our future house, saja nak tgk2 lg skali the progress. U'll never knw the feeling when 1st time seeing our future house rupanya almost siap. i bet the progress is around 70% kot. vaaaaa, its an amazing feeling u know. di saat mataku ternampak our house tu, terus aku cakap ok Yang cepat pegi bayar installment rumah haha. yes he gonna 'sponsored' the payment la sbb dia kan bersih diri dari hutang2 dunia, unlike his bini ni, byk sgt loans everywhere, huhu.. so minggu ni we decide to pusing2 that area again mana la tau kot2 we can go straight to our 'home'.

auwww, xsabar u know to live our life in this house. oh btw ni bukan rumah kite, ni lorong lain. lorong rumah kite xbole masuk lg sbb tgh tar jalan. 

and presentinggggg my specialties! ayam masak kicap meletops. kihkihkih, this was my 3rd ke 4th time tah buat masak kicap ni, and the taste is always the same. terel kan? lolsss.

annnddd last but not least as penutup entry, urs truly anak beranak gigih amik gambar but fayyadh never cooperated pffttt.

ok till then, TTYL!

Friday yai yaiii

friday at melaka. baru je sudah menikmati salero mkn tengari.masakan smestinya suami request kite masak tp ayam masak kicap again,lolsss. n br belajar buat sambal goreng kacang panjang.easy peasy jew pun. tp moyang komplen xcukup garam,hahaha. ow tgh menyesali takdir hidup yg xbeli aiskrim td kat tesco.td g tesco sekejap beli udang n kacang panjang utk masak,dh amik sebekas aiskrim dh tp kat cashier cpt2 aku cancel nak bayar haha.pastu skang ni menyesali takdir diri la ni.aaaa sedapnya aiskrim caramel coklat tuuuu.


oh tgh try nak upload gmbr ayam masak kicap td tp donno why dgn apps kat blog mobile ni.siot la.kalo x dh bole tayang2 dh masakan kite kt seluruh dunia.haha.

si fayyadh tgh kulu kilir ke sana sini pusing 1 umah.maklum le bateri fully charged,dh tido pn td dia sblm sesi mkn.tau je dia org nk makan.oh td pn dh selamat terlentang kt lantai luar umah yg licin sbb ujan.kepala cap apa ntah kebal kemain,dh la berat.

last nite nenek dia hadiahkan keta control Cars mcqueen tu.kemain bertuah le siap nenek bg hadiah sempena xde apa2 pn. dh la belikan cars favorite dia lak tu,tp skejapan ja dh sumbing spoiler cars tu -_- but now abah dh repairbalik

tetiba gambar xberkaitan pun sbb ni je gambar yg ada bole add kat entry.xpaham mak encik.oh its so adorable tgk fayyadh dh muat sneakers,yippiyayyy