how i wish.

how i wish.

aku xberpindah ke sini.


how i wish.

mak sihat as usual.


how i wish.

muka aku xsembab mcm ari ni.


how i wish.

aku xdengaq crita2 menyakitkan hati tu semalam.


how i wish.

YOU bertaubat segera.


how i wish.

aku dpt bersemuka dgn YOU.




how i wish.

skang ni dekat kedah dgn kwn2 kesayangan untuk share this 'thing'.
;(

stop talking bad abt others. selak kain dalam sendiri, tgk apa yg 'busuk' inside there.

sapa tau nama lorong seperti gambar di atas? Lorong Maktab, Jln Pegawai. Lorong laluan utk pelajar2 MaktabMahmud dan MaahadDini pagi tengahari dan petang. MohdFirdaus MaktabMahmud, ShaakirohMurad MaahadDini. so nampak x co-relationnya di situ? :)



sapa cam hentian bas tuh? SimpangKuala. hentian bas utk pelajar2 MaktabMahmud dan MaahadDini. MohdFirdaus xbalik dgn bas sbb dia dok hostel, tapi ShaakirohMurad balik dgn bas n tunggu kat hentian bas ni everyday. n guess where was MohdFirdaus at that time?seberang jalan bertentang dgn hentianbas ni, ada kedai makan CharKoeyteow. dia kat seberang jalan, i dekat hentian bas. main2 mata ja, nak main lain xbole lg :)

i love u.

pic was taken last week, semasa melintasi kawasan simpangkuala with him ;)

salam. hampir sebulan. semua generasi HjMurad masih mengharapkan mak will be strong enuff utk lawan sakit mak. and alhamdulillah, mak has been discharged last week. hampir 2minggu lepas, keadaan mak quite teruk, n kak did asked everybody utk balik tgk mak, since keadaan mak yg xbole diduga. there was an infection kat paru2, n jantung mak tiba2 lemah, sumanya all of a sudden. time tu xtau apa nak ckp, apa pun yg berlaku, kalau sudah masanya, org redho.dgn jarak yg jauh utk balik ke kedah, sumanya kelamkabut. arrived there at noon, almost everybody ada kat sisi mak, cucu2 mak ada yg dah smpai from kl, bacakan yaasin utk mak. lagi la sedih. mak xbecakap, mak xbukak mata pn, tp mak respon bila org pnggil mak. n alhamdulillah, berkat yaasin dan doa anak2 cucu dan semua sedara mara, petang tu n hari esok2nya mak semakin sihat. org jaga mak siang malam kat hospital, teman mak berbual, uruskan mak dan lain2, n org sgt2 rasa berbaloi bila org dpt tgk mak sihat dan segar as usual, except for the stroke part.
org jaga mak sama mcm mak sblm ni, as if mak xdak masalah stroke segala. sampaila mak bole discharged n now mak diuruskan oleh anak2 mak yg lain, n we 9 of us take our turns.

my turns will be on this weekend. n mak tau x, org dah 2kali mimpi dalam 2 malam beturut2 yang mak dah bole bejalan n becakap n act as usual!! how happy i am kalo mak btul2 dah sihat mcm tu. sepanjang mnggu ni asyik teringat2 ja mak, n tadi called kak n dpt ckp dgn mak. mcm nk menitik ayaqmata bila dpt ckp dgn mak, n dpt tau dpd kak yg mak dok sebut2 nama kiroh tiap2 hari sepanjang mnggu ni. ptt la org asyik tringat kat mak. mak mesti tringin makan mcm2 kan, td mak sebut mak dah mkn koeyteow th'ng kampung berjaya *walopn org tau mak hanya bole minum susu ja selagi keadaan mak mcm ni*. macamana la org xsebak everytime tgk mak?

kak told me, mak ada tanya kak napa kiroh asyik qeyau2 ja bila tgk mak, mak kata xpayah qeyau2 sbb mak ok ja, mak bkn nak pi mana pn, mak xdak apa2. tp mak xtau, bila org tgk mak dh xmcm sblm ni, org jd sedih. mak lain.

but anyway, org sangat2 berharap mak will be strong throughout this test. ujian dpd Allah. utk mak, n utk the whole family. n believe us, 9 of us will always be there for mak, n care for u.

get well soon. love mak.

dugaan Allah

dugaan terbesar so far.hati mana xsayu,hati mana xsedih,hati mana xmerintih bila balik dan tgk keadaan mak mcm ni.xmcm slalu,xkuat mcm slalu,xbyk ckp mcm slalu.sumanya dh xmcm dulu,mak lain sgt.

cuma doa kaum keluarga,sahabat handai dan org yg mengenali ja yg dpt kuatkan semangat mak utk trus hidup.

org redha,mgkn tuhan bg dugaan ni supaya anak2 dpt berbakti dgn mak smntara hayat mak masih ada.ayaqmata mcm xbole dikawal,every minute every second teringatkan mak,org sedih sgt.time baca msg penguat semangat dpd kwn2 pn otometik ayaqmata laju ja.

be strong mak,org jdi kuat bila tgk mak kuat.tp org jd xbedaya bila tgk mak telantar mcm ni.

get well soon mak~

bengkel sistem modular kebangsaan

Ahahhahaahhaha ni adalah entry betangguh since 11 mac 2011 aritu!!!!!!!


check in at pesiaran intanova,teluk intan.dpt hotel yg quite selesa beso skit dpd reban ayam. dinner kat gulam rasul,nan tandori tp ayam tandori mcm ayam goreng rempah demnyeu. esok pagi2 morning start kursus,esok jugak best friend akad nikah.frusttt xdpt attend tp apakan daya arahan mengatasi segalanya.

my dear bestfriend wanis gojes bt ahmad tamerin dan hafiz fnd aka bangpit-selamat menyatukan hati masing2 siang dan malam,muahahahaha

last but not least,happy 27th birthday in advance my dear gorgone mohd firdaus.i love u.i love u.i love u.

marry you

i think i wanna marry you.bruno mars.

tebuai2 ja rasa dgq pekataan marry bagai ni.had a phone call with Kak just now,n she asked me again n again abt the date.if only aku yg bg date utk suma perihal pekahwinan.

n kak did advised me to beli brg2 bekaitan starting from now. erkkk,bole eh gitu?date xdpt lg ni. bkn apa katanya,spy xsempot bila dah time nnt. maybe da bole mula ricky2 material kain d jakel/gulatis bila ada sale. bln6 ada sale d shoping complex,time tu bole stat beli brg2 yg ptt.

sebut psl material kain,time becakap dgn kak td jugak trus tebayang material yg akan dipakai,xkisah design mcmn pn,but i heart those materials.nyum2! i will assign kak for a few tasks,yakni utk mencantikkan baju2 tu nnt.jimat! plg mahal mgkn blnja kak ngeteh ja or buy her boys soklat/kashang,settle!

the colors? still the same. tiffany blueeee.

* agak mengada bila turn on laptop for 2hrs but lgsg xdak idea nk blog,tp turn on blog dlm phone trus idea mari*